Would you wanna step into my life,
And see what it feels like?
So confused,
Cause everything that was mine,
I lost overnight.
You suddenly changed your love for me,
Like my system was just old news.
Yyou decided I was a virus that you wanted to be removed!
I feel deleted,
I feel deleted,
From your life.
I feel deleted,
Like you just wiped me from your drive!
You suddenly changed your love for me,
Like my system was just old news.
Yyou decided I was a virus that you wanted to be removed!
I feel deleted,
I feel deleted,
From your life.
I feel deleted,
Like you just wiped me from your drive!
I feel deleted,
I feel deleted,
From your life.
I feel deleted,
Like you just wiped me from your drive!
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Broken people get recycled
and I hope that I will sometimes be thrown off the pathways
what I thought was my way home
wasn’t the place I know
No, I’m not afraid of changing,
Certain, nothing’s certain
what we own becomes our prison
my possessions will be gone
back to where they came from
blame
no one is to blame
as natural as the rain that falls
here comes the Flood again
See the rock that you hold onto
is it gonna save you
when the earth begins to crumble?
why’d you feel you have to hold on?
imagine if you let go
blame
no one is to blame
as natural as the rain that falls
here comes the Flood again
flush away the weight that pulls you down
Light the ways that freed from the dust
[flush away the weight that pulls you down]
don’t trust your eyes
its easy to believe them
know in your heart
that you can leave a prison
[Light the ways that free from the dusk]
don’t trust your mind
its not always listening
turn on the lights
and feel the ancient rhythm
don’t trust your eyes
its easy to believe them [no one is to blame]
know in your heart [as natural as the rain]
that you can leave your prison [here comes the Flood again]
blame
no one is to blame
as natural as the rain that falls
here comes the Flood again
Dear Paul,
It’s Helen here. Chloe must be busy. She certainly hasn’t fallen out with you. She sent me an email recently saying that the site hadn’t heard from you lately. We were hoping that no news was good news Paul. Have you been ok for a while and this has just happened? There are sure to be blips along the way Paul. Could this be a blip? Could things seem better in a while? I’m sure you’re not bad and selfish. The fact you are feeling like that probably means you are very down and we often act out of character when we are unwell. So you are not a bad, selfish person. You may have acted in a selfish way but then unfortunately depression can be a selfish illness. Try slowing down Paul and explaining if you want to why your friend has turned on you if you can and feel you want to. Your friend may not feel able to cope with your outburst but she may very well be back or waiting for you to contact her. I am here. I feel sure that Chloe will respond when she can. If you are feeling really down Paul, please call The Samaritans immediately on 08457 90 90 90. Helen
Paul Xx I found patience was my greatest virtue patience distractions and love and forgiveness Xx people are people people do realise after a row or an upset ops ..why did I say that ..ops.. why did we fall out and do you know some of the best results have come out an arguement…sometimes people realise they need eachother more they miss them they care ...the best way of breaking up is when people are making up. I have made some of the greatest friends after a row and those that weren’t I had to move on because there was something somebody better out their to meet to create friendships with and they were my lessons on my journey to appreciate the good people and spot them when they come along. I am glad you have found happier times it might just be a blip soon to be resolved and you might think why did I worry ...I know I think like that from time to time why did I give so much of my precious time to worry and fear yet it helped me grow it helped me appreciate my selfish mistakes and the kindness of the other person. It helped me break from the old and develope the new, the wiser the stronger me Xx It helped me evolve the kinder more empathy. Or it has taught me lessons lessons that help me value my life help me value my home my possessions my worries. Life has rewarded me with patience and good virtues because I have grown to know that whatever happens to me my life improves, my pains are my gains and I have evolved and devoloped into somebody who can appreciate my loneliness my depression my hurts were my lessons to push me to move on evolve and create a better life for myself Xxx hugXx create that better life Paul please creat the better path be strong paul Xxx be proud to be Paul today you are enough and your friends are here to talk to you Xx Jamie is probably busy with his family so he’ll talk tomorrow Xxx please call the samaritans they are amazing amazing Xx Chloe